Me when i was in K2 with my teacher, whatever her name is. -.-" Everyone says i still look the same. SURE OR NOT?! I am already going through puberty. There should be a change, all right?


Taken when i was in Perth, i think. My dard said that my favourite pose back then's Saluting. LOL! That's why i became a Guide. Any how link~


Farm stay in Perth. That girl in the middle's scary.. She's the farmer's daughter and look at Ryan.. SO ADORABLE in the past! Now... Darn!


Another one.


Ryan's b'day.. In the past.


What are you staring at?!

Viewed By's childhood pictures and i couldn't differentiate who's Ah Wei and Buta. LOL! Perhaps his daddy took the same person twice. Whatever~ You won't know what i'm talking about!

HAPPY 16TH B'DAY TO TAN CHIH YONG!! It's yesterday... -.-"

It was an embarrassing day for me! That ass embarrassed me in front of the whole class!! LOL!

But i still love him.
8)

2nd post
Watched Bollywood Hollywood on Channel 5 last night. FANTASTIC SHOW!!!

.

.

.

Now it's my turn.


*shakes head* mu nei ru va mu nei lei indu.. vum cum ma nu LINGUM va... no. 2~
HUH?!

BOLLYWOOD~

This's a picture of me on my K2 Graduation ceremony.. Was chosen to dance Indian dance and was told i was the best indian dancer!! LOL!! Knew how to shake.. When i was YOUNG!!

Ryan just told me just now that my marm asked him this in the bus last night,"What if daddy and i separate.. Who will you follow?"

Ryan said,"Ask Jie Jie first.."

Me? I've yet to answer her but i'll say NONE of them [Ryan agrees with my answer too!]. IF i am forced to choose, i'll go with my dard.

Sometimes.. i just can't wait for them to separate.

I'm a lousily bad daughter BUT y'guys won't know that once they separate, all quarrels stop!

Enough is enough, done all i can.

I GOT MY HAIR CUT!!! Nobody noticed the difference.. Even Alfred. Wthia0~

Tmr's Monday!

I miss that ass!! *lols*
8(

I thought i was going to be late for school today so i grabbed my Jollibean breakfast and zoomed to school!!

*hungry*

Mdm Tay was on course so she didn't come for school! 2 free periods today~ Sheryl and i drew a portray of each other. LOL!

My parents quarrelled again. Oh well...Never mind.

Studying A. maths later.

8)

I don't give a damn to you, "me". My blog is for my friends to read and tag positive comments, unlike you who ruined the whole thing. My tagboard stinks like hell now!

Have you ever seen: thomas WILSON miguel?

Only noobs like you wouldn't know what i'm talking right now. Tag all you want. I dare you to use your name to tag.. Or else, SHOO!!!!!

I DON'T GIVE A FUCKING DAMN TO YOU!!

Yesterday was Bernice's 16th b'day.
8)
HAPPY BURSTDAY TO U NEH-NEH!
LOVE U LOTS!!!

Today's a slacky day for me. BY BY BY!!!!

NGO OI HOI!

NGO HOU XIONG HOI!
Buta...

Initially, I didn't want to blog about "me" [who tagged my board] as it's simply a waste of time and space. But while i was studying my Lit half way... I'm so, extremely pissed off.. I can't stop thinking bout "me".

me: yasu. Life is a lot more than "ngo oi lei" and "ngo hou xiong lei". First things first.

Hey, dude, i am very sure that i've written a long post about you the other time, telling you that one more negative comment from you, i'm gonna block you! Oh by the way.. you should be PROUD for being the first person i blocked!

I mean it.

So what are you exactly trying to do? Interfering my life, controlling it, and all the crappy stuff you tagged... I don't appreciate them!!!
You tagged this comment.. For what?! You want me to write another long post about you on my blog to let you feel honoured, to be the main topic on my post?! If that's the case, you've succeeded in getting yourself into the MAIN TOPIC FOR MY THIS POST!

Hey! It's MY LIFE! I LIVE IT MYSELF. I MAKE MY OWN DECISIONS. WHO ARE YOU TO KEEP NAGGING AT ME? YOU AIN'T MY PARENT!!! Hello.. And why are you so pissed with me writing "ngo oi lei" and "ngo hou xiong lei"?! Are you jealous no one says these to you?

It's MY LIFE! MY LIFE! MY LIFE! Feelings come naturally. How can you stop yourself from falling for a guy? How can you stop, eh?! And what's more.. I can cope with my studies and my feelings both at the same time. You worried simi lan??!!
I still remember clearly what you've typed the previous time commenting on how youngsters feel that vulgarities are cool. Hey.. We won't use them unless people LIKE YOU COME AND AGITATE US, OK?!

I've made an improvement in my MYE all due to By. He helped me and i love him. What can you do?! You wanna break us up?
Sadist!!!!

If you haven't got a chance to see my study hard, then DON'T say i am NOT serious with my studies.

Stop poking your nose into my affair! I mean there're still sooooo many ppl out there who are much worse than me... Why me?!
Mind you own business, will you?!

NGO OI HOI!!!!

NGO HOU XIONG HOI!!!!
What can you do?!

THIS IS MY BLOG. I'VE GOT THE FREEDOM TO BLOG ON WHATEVER I WANT!! THIS IS THE WAY I LIVE. THIS IS MY LIFE.

STOP INTERFERING.

Photo-taking tmr. Darn, my awful hair and i.

Pathetic.

Ngo Oi Lei.
Ngo hou xiong lei.

Today was Ms Luo Baoni's last day in NVSS and she's going back to NIE. During Pure Chem, By and Ed sang, "Fen Lie" with changed lyrics for her and she cried! I love you and will remember your cheekiness, Baoni! LOL!


If only you were convinced that i'll wait for you despite all the obstacles, i'll feel secure.

If only you knew how much i love you, i wouldn't ask for anything more.

I've promised and will promise once more that i'll stand by you, i'll be there for you, come what may.

I have waited. I am still waiting. I will wait.

Just wanna tell you how much ...
I love you.

Was a pretty long but cool day for me!!!

Spent the whole of CH lessons to play pyramid game. By and Ed joined and I LAUGHED MY ASS OFF when i heard By's crappy answers!!!! LOL! Aw, Buta rocks! Lma0~

CH SDSP was used to watch a movie called "Hotel Rwanda". It's a total waste of time but the last part was very touching.


Niko: Thx, son! 8)
Audi: Hey hey~ im doing it now!
PY: LOL! But she isn't that close to Hebe what.. Well, even tho' they're steads.
June: Thx! 8)
neko: Yea, there're times when i feel i'm so much more mature than they r!
Ed: HUH?! You mei you bei bok guo? 3 makes a great no.? LOL!
AME: 8)

Replied tags & updated.

Was a pretty long but cool day for me!!!

Spent the whole of CH lessons to play pyramid game. By and Ed joined and I LAUGHED MY ASS OFF when i heard By's crappy answers!!!! LOL! Aw, Buta rocks! Lma0~

Eng lesson was fun today.

CH SDSP was spent on a movie called "Hotel Rwanda". It's a total waste of time but the last part was very touching.


Niko: Thx, son! 8)
Audi: Hey hey~ im doing it now!
PY: LOL! But she isn't that close to Hebe what.. Well, even tho' they're steads.
June: Thx! 8)
neko: Yea, there're times when i feel i'm so much more mature than they r!
Ed: HUH?! You mei you bei bok guo? 3 makes a great no.? LOL!
AME: 8)

Replied tags & updated.

HAPPY 16TH B'DAY TO TOMMY!!!
*Yar Right* *Sorry Liu Yang*
Hahaz.

Ed, i forgive you for 1. throwing the class key which hit my forehead accidentally 2. for accidentally kicking the ball which *dented* my left cheek.
-LOL! Don't worry bout it, Bro. I am fine. Everyone makes mistakes, ya?

Tell me people.
Tell me what it's like to receive parental love. Tell me what it's like to have parents who understand you well. Tell me what it's like to grow up in a happy family. Tell me what it's like to have parents who give in to each other to avoid arguments. Tell me what it's like to have a mom you can talk to.

Ryan and i quarrelled with my house's bitch. The words she used to scold us... We can never forget. Even if you claimed you didn't mean to say 'em, we can never forget. You were obviously lying when you said you didn't mean to say 'em as you've said 'em many times...
'Didn't mean to' ain't an acceptable excuse.

My parents quarrelled again.
I quarrelled with that bitch again.

I detest you for shouting at us. I loathe you each time you walk away and come back to us talking nicely once again... As if nothing has happened.

When can you ever be reasonable? Why do you get extremely sensitive to what each of us do? Why do you get so fucked up so easily?

I am sorry people if i've used obscene & heavy words on my mom.

To that bitch:
Do unto others what you want others to do unto you.

You'll never understand.

As i shared my views and feelings with By, i cried. I hope my tears would reflect more hurt than my spoken words, By.. For i know, you're the only one who has the patience to listen to all my craps.

So people, i don't condemn you for saying i'm born in a sucky family. Use every foul words to scold my parents, i don't give a damn.
I care no more.

If you've got a family totally and positively different from mine.. Lucky you. Cherish them.

Well, whatever hurt that's been inflicted upon me, i'll blanket it with my usual smile.

Smile: 8)

On the phone with By now [does that answer ur qn, RQ? Er-huh.. it's CX! 8D ].

By taught me A. maths today... BUT I FORGOT HOW TO DO NOW!!!!

O's Cheena L.C this afternoon. Well, it was.. Okay? -.-"

We were supposed to bring along our Entry Proofs. I called By to remind him about it last night and this morning.. he told me,"I tell you something... *whispers* i forgot to bring Entry Proof leh.."
ERGH! Darn.

HOW?!
HOW?!

By called his da ge [big bro] and Sarah [his future da sao] to pass it to him after school. Phew! We waited for that couple outside school and half way through, By said,"You know hor.. i got a feeling that maybe they bring Confirmation Slip not Entry Proof!"
I HAD THAT FEELING TOO!!! I urged him to call and double check.. and PHEW! It's Entry Proof.

Rushed back to school after that.

July babies are killing me!! I'm losing far too much money on these July freaks! LOL! And dudes, i just found out that Leo Sugiono's born on 6th Aug!! He's an August baby.. Same as me!!!
July freaks... ERGH! August's nearing~ who0h0o!
o.0"

Pretty humid day!
Pathetic.

Ed: Dont worry.. u'll soon be like that. HUH! LOL! Not my fault. is sheryl's fat chin come influence de.

Neko: WTHIA0~ LOL! hannah.. u go find ur missing bra lah. lma0~

Xuele: Ya lah! Giraffe body so long.. fart sure damn long and smiaolly de. N e ger who had her tail cut.. dont step into self-deception, can or nt? LOL!

Wilson: Ya. Wont fall asleep BUT will die of suffocation.

Mich: Yeap. Now u noe? Haaahaha

Audi: Pls enlighten me on wad u did. -.-'

[11-12 weeks to O's.. DARN!!!]
Went to church last night.
Dearest grandma stayed over.
Watched The Myth half way throught last night.

I don't know what has happened to me. For the past few days, i've been overwhelmed by fear and emptiness. When can the void in my heart ever be filled?

20th Nov 'o6 seems to far.. away.

I miss that ass.
8(

ngo hou xiong hoi...

Back to some blogging.

I've yet to brush my teeth and wash my face. Woke up in the morning and the first thing i did was .. Call By. Poor boy. He had to wake up freaking early in order to reach school by 6.30am.
8(

Tommy's b'day's nearing and i don't know what to get him as a b'day present! Jas and Hui Von suggested going all the way to M'sia to buy him one. SIAO AR??!!

And i've read finish One Child by Torey Hayden. IT'S FABULOUS OK? I WANT SOMEONE TO BUY ME THAT BOOK!!!! Heard that? Don't pretend you've not read this and close this whole window ok?!
*edits wishlist*
-lma0~

All right. Didn't i tell you guys last week that my family went to have dinner with my mom's friends and my uncle's family, right? Yeap.. we went to blk 417 to eat. Erm.. the pics are blur since my dad's hp's camera has got some probs. The first clear pic's from Alfred's hp.


We were about to take this picture when my lil' cussie did something which i forgot. Idiotic look, ya? LOL!


Both my cussies on my left and Ryan who tip-toed. Oh .. And my looonnng [zhuai!] hair [shut up! sheryl'll kill me!]


-.-"


My annoying bro and i. Ed.. are my legs that fat afterall?


The pic turned out ugly ... without me. LOL


The guys are simply PATHETIC, aren't they?



And lastly...


After we took this pic, we realised how thick-skin that old man was.
Jia jia wanna come take pic, say lah~ needn't act.

Heading for church tonight and my grandma's staying over!
8D

Do you know just badly i miss you eh, Buta?
8*(

ngo oi lei...

I learnt to play "qing tian" by Jay Chou on the guitar!! Chih Yong and Rastus taught me! Who0~

By gave me a surprise this morning.
8D

Ed did something gross today. I was beside By, pleading him to stop sleeping and go for recess. Ed was impatient of waiting and guess what he did?

He came right beside By, farted and said,"Oi.. faster go leh.."
WTHIA0~
He Bin told me that Ciash's a silent killer with a powerful fart.
LOL!
The fuckers Farters! LOL! DISGUSTING!

Updated.

Time for studying...

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY, STEFFI TAN HAI TING!!!!!!

Rained heavily this morning and expectedly, Sheryl called me. "Sian.. Must be Sheryl." This's my first thought when the phone rang. She said she missed her bus and planned to meet me in the next bus. So, i zoooooooommmmmeeedddd out of my house and rushed to the bus stop. Who knows.. the next bus never seem to come. Waited for damn long for that bloody bus. Met her there and headed to school together.

Today's Steffi's b'day and she received presents [duh], as in the presents she's been wanting all along. She's so happy that she teared. LOL! Wthia0~

An extremely slacky day for me. Saw no need to go to school at all. Pathetic.

Not gonna blog as often. I promise. Perhaps.. Like once a week..?

Updated.

Went to church last night, finally.
8)

Slept late last night and so, woke up late today.

O's coming BUT i'm still slacking. I always tell myself i wanna study, i wanna get good grades! Unfortunately, i do nothing.
N.A.T.O [No Action Talk Only]

I am PATHETIC.

Having dinner with my marm's family + my uncle's family + Alfred later on.

Updated.

Heading to church later on.

Updated.
8)

2nd post

Here's something for my Son,




Smile! Learn to stand strong, all right?

And while looking for pics for that poor son of mine, i found this..


Cute eh?
0,0" Well, at least.. to ME, it's adorable. LOL!

SMILE!
8D

Steffi's 16th b'day's on Monday!
8P

[1st post's below...]

Had a really bad start of the day. Quarrelled with my parents this morning. It wasn't my fault at all. They accused me. Couldn't hold back those tears and ran out of the house and so, reached school early this morning.
But i still managed to mask those unhappiness.
I still.. smiled.

But I felt much better when By was by my side today.

E. maths and Phy test sucked. PHYSICS SUCKS!
Yuuuuu~
Chemistry ROCKS!!!!

Ed came to school today, surprisingly!
Are you feeling better now, bro?

Can't wait for next thurs's PE and Eng with Mdm Aini. She allowed us to bring any pop BUT meaningful songs to class on every thurs. Erm, everyone takes turn to bring a song. Next week's Erika's turn.
Hmm.. What's she gonna bring?

Aunty Mavis has come back from Aus last night for about 1-2 weeks to visit her mom and she's accomodating at my house!
8)

Jasmine and Hui Von asked me to go and watch NDP parade [preview] on Sat with By but it was so last minute i can't postpone my tuitions and besides, if i were to skip church on Sat night, i'd have skipped church for 2 whole weeks!
=NO WAY!!=

My 2 sisters [Jas and HV] managed to get Hebin and Ed OR Leo to replace By and i. Not sure who's going though. They got the preview tickets from our NVSS guides as our school guides are chosen to participate in this year's NDP 2006 parade!!
Once again.. I'm proud of being a Guide.
Once a guide, always a guide...

Dinner with my relatives and my marm's friend's family on Sunday. Complicated eh? lols.

Before i fell asleep last night, i lied on my bed, hugging my pillow and sang, "Itsy bitsy spider hanging on the wall~" and with hand motions!
lma0~
I sang, "She'll be coming round the mountain" durin Lit today.
LOL!

Not sure what has gotten into me. I just miss my childhood days.
I was so carefree, innocent and ignorant.
I miss that feeling.
8(

Having Chem Mock Exam + Chem test + General Phy test coming up.
I'M GONNA BEAT MR. YAR RIGHT [sorry Liu Yang. LOL!] IN CHEM!!!!!!!!!!!
I WILL.

Damn. It's July. 4 b'days this month. Running out of money.

-Pathetic-

I'll stil save some $$ to buy the presents for my 'em.

PS. Cheer up, son! Your friends will always be by your side! SMILE!
8D



I miss u.
I love u.

Ed fell sick after PE in the hall today, so By and i packed his bag, brought it down to sick bay and took a look at him. By called Ed's mom to come pick him up. Hope he's feeling better now. Take care, bro!

2 tests tmr. Darn.

Updated.

Ngo Oi Lei.

It's just as humid as it was yesterday.

2 whole periods were wasted since Mdm Aini had to meet a parent. So sad...
8(
No english = Nothing learnt.
-sob. LOL!

Played Bingo and chatted for 2 whole periods!!

A nice and smooth day for me today.
8D

It's extremely humid today.

The weather's obviously torturing me!!!

Ergh.

And i broke my record today for not talking for the whole of CH period and that was a total of 1 hour! Thank you!
Just imagine how difficult it is for someone sooo talkative to keep my mouth tightly shut and not utter a word for 1 hour! YES, IT'S 1 HOUR.
WoOhOo~

Gonna fail for E. maths Probability test but Mr Long has mentioned that all the tests aren't counted for CA for this semester.. So, i needn't worry at all! BUT i'm still gonna study!

Blogged.

2nd post

Saw something on Feng's blog and i did them out of boredom and to blog another additional post since i'm sure i can't find the time to tmr.
Also, it seems like i've got 86% chance to go to Heaven. LOL! [Take a look at the 2nd box] All the good points are TRUE and negative points are false! LOL! Seriously, some of the good points are indeed true. =X

You Are 20% Evil

You are good. So good, that you make evil people squirm.Just remember, you may need to turn to the dark side to get what you want!

How Evil Are You?

Your Deadly Sins

Envy: 40%

Pride: 40%

Sloth: 20%

Gluttony: 0%

Greed: 0%

Lust: 0%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%

You will die in a duel.

How Sinful Are You?

You Are 54% Vain

You're a little vain, but more than anything you have a healthy amount of confidence.Thinking the world of yourself is great. Just don't think less of those who aren't as pretty as you!

How Vain Are You?

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

Your Dating Purity Score: 93%

You are an innocent dater.You're either lacking in dating experience or have had a long serious relationship.Either way, there's still plenty of fish in the sea out there for you to sample!

Dating Purity Test

You Are Rain

You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming.Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you. You are best known for: your touch Your dominant state: changing

What Type of Weather Are You?

Your Personality Profile

You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs. For you, comfort and calm are very important.You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

Gummy Bears

You may be smooshie and taste unnatural, but you're so darn cute.

What Kind of Candy Are You?

You Should Be a Film Writer

You don't just create compelling stories, you see them as clearly as a movie in your mind.You have a knack for details and dialogue. You can really make a character come to life.Chances are, you enjoy creating all types of stories. The joy is in the storytelling.And nothing would please you more than millions of people seeing your story on the big screen!

What Type of Writer Should You Be?

Just reached home after my Grade 8 Piano exam.

Reached the J8 studio 1/2hr before my exam and saw my piano teacher. Another of her student was already playing her pieces. The 1/2hr passed sooooo fast, i kinda panicked.
Cheehz!
For all the exams, i was supposed to play 3 piano pieces. To sum it all, i played several wrong notes, didn't play as well for my sight-reading, gave wrong answers for aural and forgot some of the answers.
DARN!!!!!!!

But just before i left, that male caucasian examiner said,"Very good." Not sure if it's really 'Very good' or he's just being sacarstic.
I am confused.

If i don't a merit, i'm gonna resit the exam.

After my exam, met By. We walked around for a while then he sent me home.
8D

Studying for E. maths & Phy test later and gonna complete my Lit and Eng homework.
What kind of Youth Day is this?
Ergh.

Just realised that the Pure Sci students end their O's earlier than the Sub Sci.
Nb!

O lvls, can you come faster?!

=.="

[Alfred has returned to S'pore and due to his sweaty palms and flat feet, he's been posted to the Police Academy for his 2 yrs of NS here. Went out with him yesterday.]

On the phone with By now.
8D
Finally...

Woke up for 2 tuitions today and heading for piano tonight again for my exam preparation on Monday. Pathetic! My 2nd piece sucked last night. It has kinda discouraged me.
Aw..
:[

Piano preparation tmr afternoon at the studio and Monday, it's the actual day. Darn!

Diana [my young & lovely tuition teacher] told me this morning that Mavis Hee has been locked in the Mental Hospital after rushing into a Caucasian's hotel room and shouted,"Call me God!!!"
LOL!
But after reading Life! today, it appeared different from what Diana told me.
lma0~

I've borrowed 'One Child' by Torey Hayden. It's fabulous ok? I'm almost half way through the book, have been reading it since morning. Will continue later in the night after my piano.

Son, i just don't know what to say to help you. You are hurting people around you, esp. her. Try your best and persevere all right? For her sake...